The more i think .. the mroe i use my head the more my heart aches and my ... the more i feel like i am empty.. yet im to scared to use my heart cuz idont want it to be hurt...y cant life be fair? y can i jsut belng with the crowd? ho come i feel like i cant sit in anywhere anymore? every person i know im incomfortable with here... no one is anything like what i know.. no laughter no jokes no love just aquatiaces just new ppl everyday just another face lost in the crowd... some ppl are ment to be no a college campus .. maybe im not one of them... maybe im not cut out for this kinda atmosphere... all i do is get uncomfortable and sit being quiet adn figitting...i rather be in my room at home then go out and have to suffer another social disaster like what i went through tonight... i hate dances where u dnt know anyone... i have no nerve i have no skills ... im just a no one .... i need to sleep now.
good night or morning or hatever it is
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