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The emptiness inside me consumes every thought
like a blackhole it sucks every ounce of sunlight away
I smile by forcing my eyes to read what I don't feel
missing a crucial part of my being twice over
Hatred bubbles from my chest at others joy
with everyone elses happiness
This blackness inside of me is suffocating
only one thought is left, sadness
Endlessly the tears pour down my cheeks
leaving trails that speak of my hurt
Nearly every part of me wants this back
bad enough to betray and hurt others
I'll overcome this somehow
i dont know how but i will
for the lost i will fight to remain afloat
of my endless tears