~Empty childs eyes~

growing up and learning to decide
accepting that life isn't a fairytale
seeing the shades of grey everywhere
losing naivety and gaining skepticism
breaking from our parents molds
holding hearts and breaking them
breathing in life and dying slowly
growing up to find out its not worth it
broken dreams and fractured promises
eyes that once sparkled now empty
how growing up hinders more than helps

~Long Ago~

We said goodbye so long ago
even as it hurts to remember
the hole it left is healed
a longing for your voices
fades with every step I'm taking

freed of a burden i didn't know i had
letting the future dictate me
saying fuck the past and smiling
going to miss everything about you
but i wont let it slowly kill me anymore

breathing in the fresh air
unhindered by that unseen pain
dancing to my own tune as i live
moving forward into a light i hadn't seen
we said goodbye long ago but ill say it again

goodbye

~Just one more~

this longing to see you is painful
burning holes through every thought
biting at me every time i breath
wishing it away is no longer helping

cant you just make this stop
the after shocks of your touch
months later eating away at me
longing to see you even as your in front of me

wandering my thoughts i see you
invading every crevasse like a disease
I'm going insane with this anguish
I'd give you everything just for one more kiss