~Dying words~

I'm missing your laugh so much tonight
I hear it in my mind as you type to me
You've stopping saying all the words right
About how your day was a mess and how there's a we
I don't know what to think anymore, its all white
Pure intentions like the growing of a tree
The tree is killing little flowers by blocking out the light
Like those flowers I'm dying to be
I want to be pushed away, oh how you were right
I'm dying again as the string attached to you strangles me