loneliness

today i have bee surrounded by people.. but i have had a constent feeling of lonliness... its been eating at me all week... that as much as im surrounded by people i know and love.. i just feel lik im standing alone iin a room... its definently not one of my favorite feelings... i kinda just want it to go away and be abel to feel the warmth and everythign from people... but i just cant seem to pull out this time :-/ i guess that leaves leting it work itself out... i just hope it doesnt take too long. cuz the more i feel lonly the more i feel kinda depressed and the more i get all bleh.. and i ahve been soo happy adn i want to keep it that way!well im off to read more
ttyl