tears roll down my cheek
burning lines of confused anger
wiped away on the back of dirty hands
trembling with furious rebelion
words spill forth from swollen lips
issuing hateful meaning and pointlessness
pushed out on hissing hot air
dictated with utmost contempt
shaking body curling in on itself
emitting unfocused anger and passion
yearning to be calmed
reaching for its antithesis to be canlced out
slowly the tears are eased
lips hush and utter no more words
uncurling shaking limbs to envelope peaces
my day has been very odd... i broke down for no reason... but the one thing i do know is that i really miss karina and bethany and im very unsure as to how i will find a way to substitute them while thier at school... i tihnk most of my meltdowns re from pent up sadness of missing them... even a cute puppy sitting at my feet isnt makign ti seem better tonight... i still feel like im missing this huge chunk of my heart... gah!! and i ahve to wait till the end of July for karina!!! its gonna be a long 4 months or soo.. welll night al
ciao
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