~emotional vampire~

i hold a deadly secret
one that few could know
it ties me to my sins
tighter with every pass
the words i say fall flat
in my ears as i laugh

I call you when i cry
broken in need of repair
i long for attention
so its you i go to bleed
for hours we'll talk and laugh
but when i leave your dry

i hold tightly to this secret
a life outside my own
that I've made fade away
left you broken and alone
for just one night of smiles
kisses hugs and your love

i wish i would not call you
that i could shed this sin
but you let me in every time
and i bleed you dry
without you I'd be broken
yet with you I've only passed it on